Faith

Just two days ago, I was baptised. I can honestly tell you from my heart, that it was the most amazing thing ever. I'm changing so much everyday, not just for myself, but for god. I'm very very excited to see where my new faith leads me. I'm already beginning to help other people with there faith if they ask for it. I just wanted to share my faith with you... I have much more hope now, and its really quite amazing.

I'm come to realize that

My friends and there views on me, are of large importants to me. I mean sure, I understand that friends aren't everything but they do help me with alot of things. And I've also learned a thing or two about true friends, a friend is a friend, but a best friend is hard to find. I have plenty, but they all have a piece of my heart. I think otf my friends as my family. I wouldn't trade any of them for the world.

I can feel myself falling,

I'm falling for a guy, and I've liked him since 7th grade, he's always been in the back of my mind. But I know its called a crush for certain reasons. But, I can't seem to get over how sweet, caring, cute, honest, and funny he is. It's the little things he does that make him so great, he's amazing. I know that the hurt will come soon enough, but he's different. Maybe, this will be different too

I'm the greatest kid alive,

not really. But my friends are better than yours, and I love them more than you. They're always going outta there way to cheer me up, even if I don't need/deserve it. I'm truly blessed, I have a great family, too. I'm makin' some new friends, I mean everything is going great! It would be perfect if I had a boy, but I'm content. I know I complain alot, and I'm greedy, but I really am happy with what and who I have. I'm lookin' forward to the future. On a different note, my camera broke today, yeah I'm not too happy. Whatever, I'll figure something out. I'd die without my girls right down there.

My anger rips people apart like they're paper,

Really? Are you that pathetic, "I've been dating him for 2 weeks. Omg I love him". Seriously shut the hell up! People like you should be sent to an island with your kind, so you can kill each other. I'm not a very hateful person, but when you have the nerve to bring my mom into something, and act like the innocent one, you should be hit. Stop walking around like you are just gods gift for all these helpless people, NEWS FLASH SWEETIE, few people give two good shits if your here or on mars. And I for one, know that its maybe 1 girl and 4 boys, so lock yourself away. I think its funny how you can wiggle thouse bulky hips, and flash those eye and get whoever you want, ohh baby girl you can. But I bet thoughs boys are just in it for your body and your mind, which I wouldn't want from a boy anyhow. I'm not making sense anymore, obvisously, your not worth this. I can't stand you, and I think your full of crap, plan and simple. I'm not upset over these thing you say I am, I'm upset because you call me your "best friend" and you treat me like crap and make excuses for your mistakes. Try me one more time, and I'll make you wish you hadn't. Don't make that poor white dog be you.

Long night?

Its 1 in the morning, and I'm yet to fall asleep. I mean, all I

hear is the ticking grandfather clock, and my ceiling fan popping ever so often. I'm tired, and my mind is completely blank. Don't you love thoughts moments, there's nothing on your mind, and your glad? I do. I'll be posting my book on here sometime tommorow, when I don't know. I'll be sleeping in, because I have no where to be, until late in the afternoon. I feel like I could live in this moment forever, its so peaceful. I really don't wanna sleep. It finally stopped raining, but I would love to hear the patter on the roof. Maybe I'm just weird, who knows. I'm enjoying my life alot more these pass few months, I've been hitting bumps, but I'm getting through them well. My warm bed is calling me, more tommorow.