I'm the greatest kid alive,

not really. But my friends are better than yours, and I love them more than you. They're always going outta there way to cheer me up, even if I don't need/deserve it. I'm truly blessed, I have a great family, too. I'm makin' some new friends, I mean everything is going great! It would be perfect if I had a boy, but I'm content. I know I complain alot, and I'm greedy, but I really am happy with what and who I have. I'm lookin' forward to the future. On a different note, my camera broke today, yeah I'm not too happy. Whatever, I'll figure something out. I'd die without my girls right down there.

My anger rips people apart like they're paper,

Really? Are you that pathetic, "I've been dating him for 2 weeks. Omg I love him". Seriously shut the hell up! People like you should be sent to an island with your kind, so you can kill each other. I'm not a very hateful person, but when you have the nerve to bring my mom into something, and act like the innocent one, you should be hit. Stop walking around like you are just gods gift for all these helpless people, NEWS FLASH SWEETIE, few people give two good shits if your here or on mars. And I for one, know that its maybe 1 girl and 4 boys, so lock yourself away. I think its funny how you can wiggle thouse bulky hips, and flash those eye and get whoever you want, ohh baby girl you can. But I bet thoughs boys are just in it for your body and your mind, which I wouldn't want from a boy anyhow. I'm not making sense anymore, obvisously, your not worth this. I can't stand you, and I think your full of crap, plan and simple. I'm not upset over these thing you say I am, I'm upset because you call me your "best friend" and you treat me like crap and make excuses for your mistakes. Try me one more time, and I'll make you wish you hadn't. Don't make that poor white dog be you.

Long night?

Its 1 in the morning, and I'm yet to fall asleep. I mean, all I

hear is the ticking grandfather clock, and my ceiling fan popping ever so often. I'm tired, and my mind is completely blank. Don't you love thoughts moments, there's nothing on your mind, and your glad? I do. I'll be posting my book on here sometime tommorow, when I don't know. I'll be sleeping in, because I have no where to be, until late in the afternoon. I feel like I could live in this moment forever, its so peaceful. I really don't wanna sleep. It finally stopped raining, but I would love to hear the patter on the roof. Maybe I'm just weird, who knows. I'm enjoying my life alot more these pass few months, I've been hitting bumps, but I'm getting through them well. My warm bed is calling me, more tommorow.